Talking about dreams,have you ever thought of dreaming something unpleasant which could lead you to apprehensive,anxious,uneasy,edgy,worried,wired,and etc the whole day?I aint gonna tell what mine was but it really kept me thinking the whole day about it.Basically,it feels like there's millions of butterflies in my stomach which its starting to get on my nerves.To make it a lot more worse is that the dream my mum's been talking about related to some kind of omen thingy and it creeps me out.But of course,mine's got nothing to do with those freaky stuff in fact its kinda personal and makes me wonder why i dreamn't such thing.Yeah again,its got something to do with my fragile heart and i hope it turns out to be unreal in reality.

Enough about my dreams,its gonna kept me thinking the whole night anyway.So,i woke up in the morning like usual doing the same old routine every single day since January.My mum and i went to see auntie rozy today and we hang out at her shop for a few hours.I cant believe what she said when i talked her out to see robin hood's movie. "I am in no interest of any other movies at this moment because im excited to watch eclipse".And i was like....auntie! She's falling for Robert Pattinson so deeply and i just cant imagine how and why.haha.lol.Im not a big fan of him but i am a big fan of Johny Depp. =).And yes i do watch twillight but im not quite a big fan of theirs.I prefer harry potter's series.Thanks to J.K Rowling,She wrote an amazing book.

Anyways,my dad is flying to nigeria early of Jun and again leaving me and my mum alone.Im going to start my college soon and i wonder who's going to take care of my mum while im buzy studying.=/.My sister is graduating another 2 years and i cant wait for her to come settled at home.She might be suprised of what i did to her room while she was gone.hehe.Seriously she needs to throw away those old dying flowers on her desk because its dusty and starting to give me sinus.Im sleeping in her room for temporary and i hope she doesnt mind.

At late evening,we got a visit by kak fika and kak nisa.I missed them a lot and we talked about the plans while my dad's not around.We might be staying at our condo in bkt antarabangsa with faizol and am.Its our little private home and where me and my mum likes to hang out and enjoy the nature view.Since we're kinda busy,we havent seen faizol and am for weeks.And plus,i missed playing my guitar kapok and im waiting for my sister to come back home and teach me more songs.She havent finished giving me the tabs for the nirvana song.haihhh...Im learning to play more than words by extreme but the chords is kinda complicated and it hurts my pointer finger everytime i practice it.Plus i lost my white pic already.

I have been thinking a lot lately,should i delete my myspace?I want to but there's no courage to press the delete button.And what should i do to my prom dress?Should i keep or sell it for good.And im using another phone number right now,should i buy another phone and use two?Isnt one enough for me.Aside from thinking too much,i've been thinking about that lavendar pants that i wanted to buy at sunway pyramid and the hairband that i want at klcc =) .Im waiting for hass or anyone on weekends so we could go together and spend a little time for karaoke perhaps at BB.Besides that,i've just watched this new dvd that i bought the other night when i ate at niara.'Dear John' was so romantic but it kinda upset me at the ending.They started back the whole relationship but i thought there's something missing.Like a part they should get married or something.=(.Thus,i hate the fact that Savannah left him and the part where John left her back when they met.Thats just how life flows.And im having mine.I looked haggard after an unpleasant sleep last night and i need some rest. p/s :love tia

currently listening to: torn by natalie imbruglia and the prettiest thing by norah jones
mood: not well