Saturday, May 29, 2010
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Tuesday, May 25, 2010
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Monday, May 17, 2010
Lethargic and headaches!urghhh!.When college is going to start,5 months is wayyyyyy toooo longggg.Boredness is totally killing me right now and the lyrics from the past keeps bugging my head.And i accidently cut my guitar string.Plus i dont have the time to buy a new string and fix it back.Now,im bored.-_-.Im excited to watch the new shrek movie but i havent watch iron man yet...waaaaa.get a life!.Im so gonna kill that chinese man who's fixing my radio,its been months!To make it worse,im haunted by my own house.What a life im having right now and i seriously need a vacation.Anyway,i had fun yesterday with my friends at OU and im gonna miss them so much after this.Laughter is the best medicine my friends could offer,and nothing is better than a hot chocolate with a bar of sneakers <3.
currently listening to :replay by iyaz
mood:dizzy
currently listening to :replay by iyaz
mood:dizzy
Friday, May 14, 2010
Random things about me
1.In a very weird way,i love to collect movie tickets and i often asked myself what do i need these tickets for.Each ticket brings me back to the memories with or where i am on that certain day.Its just a piece of paper printed with date and time text but there's more to it.
2.I talked a lot with certain people that i feel confortable being with which it doesnt matter when i met that certain person or the distance of age between me and him/her.Plus,i love making new friends but it depends on my mood.
3.I share a lot of my personal problems with certain people including my mum and brothers and sisters out there who keeps me going every single day.They were always there when you need em.
4.There was a day when i started drinking soya bean more than i need to.And i seriously dont know why im so obsessed with it .I mean like,every single day wherever i go.In addition,i never drink or smoke or taking stuff like you know.
5.I cut my hair short on January 2010 with few reasons.The reasons are unexplainable and private i must say.Anyways,i got plenty of time to grow it back and personally i love my hair longer.
6.Im universal and i love to hear to almost every song.But most of em are songs from the 80's.Obviously i got influenced by my mum.
7.I was born on August 24th 1992 here in Taman Melawati but was raised untill i was 5 years old in UK...I hardly remember why we went back and settled down in Malaysia.
8.I love weddings and i dont know why.pls dont ask me why.
9.I wish to have a vacation in Rome one day
10.I love nature activities.Would love to go for a hiking.
11.I spend most of my time watching movies and admiring Johny Depp.hehe =p
12.Im quite the opposite to my sister thats what they said.But one thing we share in common is our sense of humour and shopping habits.
13.I treat my mum as my number one priority.
14.Someone stepped on my heart and the mistery hasnt solved yet.well,keep it aside.K.I.V
15.Im not sceptical.I try new things and welcome new people in my life. =)
16.I dont tell this much to people but i watched Harry Potters series more than 10 times.
17.I must admit that im clumsy sometimes.I have a lots of bruises on my leg and arms.
18.I love a person who's funny and caring.
19.I accidently broke someone tooth in standard 2 while we were playing at school.And i said sorry to her .I didnt show up at school at the following day. ;p.Im sorry aimi.
20.Stole my dad's car with illegal lisence and took it for a ride at school times.Went back home with an innocent angle looking face.
21.I never dated someone shorter or younger than me.Been with a chinese once.
22.Im loyal in relationships.but im hopelessly devoted these days.
23.I have a very very very very very big dream
24.A smile and joke would make my day.
25.Im like the trouble maker in my family and among my friends.
currently listening to:stay by michelle featherstone
mood: hungry
1.In a very weird way,i love to collect movie tickets and i often asked myself what do i need these tickets for.Each ticket brings me back to the memories with or where i am on that certain day.Its just a piece of paper printed with date and time text but there's more to it.
2.I talked a lot with certain people that i feel confortable being with which it doesnt matter when i met that certain person or the distance of age between me and him/her.Plus,i love making new friends but it depends on my mood.
3.I share a lot of my personal problems with certain people including my mum and brothers and sisters out there who keeps me going every single day.They were always there when you need em.
4.There was a day when i started drinking soya bean more than i need to.And i seriously dont know why im so obsessed with it .I mean like,every single day wherever i go.In addition,i never drink or smoke or taking stuff like you know.
5.I cut my hair short on January 2010 with few reasons.The reasons are unexplainable and private i must say.Anyways,i got plenty of time to grow it back and personally i love my hair longer.
6.Im universal and i love to hear to almost every song.But most of em are songs from the 80's.Obviously i got influenced by my mum.
7.I was born on August 24th 1992 here in Taman Melawati but was raised untill i was 5 years old in UK...I hardly remember why we went back and settled down in Malaysia.
8.I love weddings and i dont know why.pls dont ask me why.
9.I wish to have a vacation in Rome one day
10.I love nature activities.Would love to go for a hiking.
11.I spend most of my time watching movies and admiring Johny Depp.hehe =p
12.Im quite the opposite to my sister thats what they said.But one thing we share in common is our sense of humour and shopping habits.
13.I treat my mum as my number one priority.
14.Someone stepped on my heart and the mistery hasnt solved yet.well,keep it aside.K.I.V
15.Im not sceptical.I try new things and welcome new people in my life. =)
16.I dont tell this much to people but i watched Harry Potters series more than 10 times.
17.I must admit that im clumsy sometimes.I have a lots of bruises on my leg and arms.
18.I love a person who's funny and caring.
19.I accidently broke someone tooth in standard 2 while we were playing at school.And i said sorry to her .I didnt show up at school at the following day. ;p.Im sorry aimi.
20.Stole my dad's car with illegal lisence and took it for a ride at school times.Went back home with an innocent angle looking face.
21.I never dated someone shorter or younger than me.Been with a chinese once.
22.Im loyal in relationships.but im hopelessly devoted these days.
23.I have a very very very very very big dream
24.A smile and joke would make my day.
25.Im like the trouble maker in my family and among my friends.
currently listening to:stay by michelle featherstone
mood: hungry
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Here it goes again,i didnt do much today but i went to complex kraftangan at Jalan Conlay with my mum to pick up some forms.Again there's going to be a wedding promotion at early Jun and my mum is going to take part like we did 2 years back.I think i saw ucop and the crew back there but we didnt meet because we were in a hurry.Later,i went for a drink and accidently met auntie lia and serra at the cafeteria.Ladies in gossips i call this one.Talking about marriage and available bachelors(married and been left =/).haha.I must say that these days,people aint care that much to be open about everything.When i say about it,i really mean it.The day just went back to normal when it rained and i felt calm for first time in this week.The little rain drops over my head does give me a bit headache but actually the sound of it really keeps away all those misery in your mind.
Anyways when i reached home,i went up to the attic after so long its been empty and filled with lots and lots of empty and unread books.I pretty much messed up my hand by touching here and there and i was suprised how my new maid gathered all the books in one place which now it looks a bit organized than before.I pulled out few old books that im interested to read but i didnt enjoy it much because it was all about tax and some craps that i wouldnt understand.I starting my old habit again,that is giving all my money away for books that cost more than its words.haha.lol.The only cheapest place i could get it is at the top floor bookstore hidden somewhere next to the cantin at the mall shopping complex.Its been a while since i've been to that area for some personal reasons.
Again,i looked haggard today and i dont know why im feeling kinda sick and tired.I've been counting of the days to come and to be honest,im not ready for college.You know,adapting and adjusting yourselves with assignments and homeworks after 5 months being a lazy wormbook.And and and and and and and,i dont want to wake up that early in the morning.Let just pretend that the world clock is in an error so we could have all the time for ourselves.crap.That aint gonna happen :p.And the stars would blink at you and say "hey lets get some sleep tonight".As the matter of fact it did blink at me just now,and the distance just wont give me the chance to reply.haha.okay okay.bye.
Just listen to this will you?
What a talented and cutie woman and she's getting better than ever. =)
Anyways when i reached home,i went up to the attic after so long its been empty and filled with lots and lots of empty and unread books.I pretty much messed up my hand by touching here and there and i was suprised how my new maid gathered all the books in one place which now it looks a bit organized than before.I pulled out few old books that im interested to read but i didnt enjoy it much because it was all about tax and some craps that i wouldnt understand.I starting my old habit again,that is giving all my money away for books that cost more than its words.haha.lol.The only cheapest place i could get it is at the top floor bookstore hidden somewhere next to the cantin at the mall shopping complex.Its been a while since i've been to that area for some personal reasons.
Again,i looked haggard today and i dont know why im feeling kinda sick and tired.I've been counting of the days to come and to be honest,im not ready for college.You know,adapting and adjusting yourselves with assignments and homeworks after 5 months being a lazy wormbook.And and and and and and and,i dont want to wake up that early in the morning.Let just pretend that the world clock is in an error so we could have all the time for ourselves.crap.That aint gonna happen :p.And the stars would blink at you and say "hey lets get some sleep tonight".As the matter of fact it did blink at me just now,and the distance just wont give me the chance to reply.haha.okay okay.bye.
Just listen to this will you?
What a talented and cutie woman and she's getting better than ever. =)
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Talking about dreams,have you ever thought of dreaming something unpleasant which could lead you to apprehensive,anxious,uneasy,edgy,worried,wired,and etc the whole day?I aint gonna tell what mine was but it really kept me thinking the whole day about it.Basically,it feels like there's millions of butterflies in my stomach which its starting to get on my nerves.To make it a lot more worse is that the dream my mum's been talking about related to some kind of omen thingy and it creeps me out.But of course,mine's got nothing to do with those freaky stuff in fact its kinda personal and makes me wonder why i dreamn't such thing.Yeah again,its got something to do with my fragile heart and i hope it turns out to be unreal in reality.
Enough about my dreams,its gonna kept me thinking the whole night anyway.So,i woke up in the morning like usual doing the same old routine every single day since January.My mum and i went to see auntie rozy today and we hang out at her shop for a few hours.I cant believe what she said when i talked her out to see robin hood's movie. "I am in no interest of any other movies at this moment because im excited to watch eclipse".And i was like....auntie! She's falling for Robert Pattinson so deeply and i just cant imagine how and why.haha.lol.Im not a big fan of him but i am a big fan of Johny Depp. =).And yes i do watch twillight but im not quite a big fan of theirs.I prefer harry potter's series.Thanks to J.K Rowling,She wrote an amazing book.
Anyways,my dad is flying to nigeria early of Jun and again leaving me and my mum alone.Im going to start my college soon and i wonder who's going to take care of my mum while im buzy studying.=/.My sister is graduating another 2 years and i cant wait for her to come settled at home.She might be suprised of what i did to her room while she was gone.hehe.Seriously she needs to throw away those old dying flowers on her desk because its dusty and starting to give me sinus.Im sleeping in her room for temporary and i hope she doesnt mind.
At late evening,we got a visit by kak fika and kak nisa.I missed them a lot and we talked about the plans while my dad's not around.We might be staying at our condo in bkt antarabangsa with faizol and am.Its our little private home and where me and my mum likes to hang out and enjoy the nature view.Since we're kinda busy,we havent seen faizol and am for weeks.And plus,i missed playing my guitar kapok and im waiting for my sister to come back home and teach me more songs.She havent finished giving me the tabs for the nirvana song.haihhh...Im learning to play more than words by extreme but the chords is kinda complicated and it hurts my pointer finger everytime i practice it.Plus i lost my white pic already.
I have been thinking a lot lately,should i delete my myspace?I want to but there's no courage to press the delete button.And what should i do to my prom dress?Should i keep or sell it for good.And im using another phone number right now,should i buy another phone and use two?Isnt one enough for me.Aside from thinking too much,i've been thinking about that lavendar pants that i wanted to buy at sunway pyramid and the hairband that i want at klcc =) .Im waiting for hass or anyone on weekends so we could go together and spend a little time for karaoke perhaps at BB.Besides that,i've just watched this new dvd that i bought the other night when i ate at niara.'Dear John' was so romantic but it kinda upset me at the ending.They started back the whole relationship but i thought there's something missing.Like a part they should get married or something.=(.Thus,i hate the fact that Savannah left him and the part where John left her back when they met.Thats just how life flows.And im having mine.I looked haggard after an unpleasant sleep last night and i need some rest. p/s :love tia
currently listening to: torn by natalie imbruglia and the prettiest thing by norah jones
mood: not well
Enough about my dreams,its gonna kept me thinking the whole night anyway.So,i woke up in the morning like usual doing the same old routine every single day since January.My mum and i went to see auntie rozy today and we hang out at her shop for a few hours.I cant believe what she said when i talked her out to see robin hood's movie. "I am in no interest of any other movies at this moment because im excited to watch eclipse".And i was like....auntie! She's falling for Robert Pattinson so deeply and i just cant imagine how and why.haha.lol.Im not a big fan of him but i am a big fan of Johny Depp. =).And yes i do watch twillight but im not quite a big fan of theirs.I prefer harry potter's series.Thanks to J.K Rowling,She wrote an amazing book.
Anyways,my dad is flying to nigeria early of Jun and again leaving me and my mum alone.Im going to start my college soon and i wonder who's going to take care of my mum while im buzy studying.=/.My sister is graduating another 2 years and i cant wait for her to come settled at home.She might be suprised of what i did to her room while she was gone.hehe.Seriously she needs to throw away those old dying flowers on her desk because its dusty and starting to give me sinus.Im sleeping in her room for temporary and i hope she doesnt mind.
At late evening,we got a visit by kak fika and kak nisa.I missed them a lot and we talked about the plans while my dad's not around.We might be staying at our condo in bkt antarabangsa with faizol and am.Its our little private home and where me and my mum likes to hang out and enjoy the nature view.Since we're kinda busy,we havent seen faizol and am for weeks.And plus,i missed playing my guitar kapok and im waiting for my sister to come back home and teach me more songs.She havent finished giving me the tabs for the nirvana song.haihhh...Im learning to play more than words by extreme but the chords is kinda complicated and it hurts my pointer finger everytime i practice it.Plus i lost my white pic already.
I have been thinking a lot lately,should i delete my myspace?I want to but there's no courage to press the delete button.And what should i do to my prom dress?Should i keep or sell it for good.And im using another phone number right now,should i buy another phone and use two?Isnt one enough for me.Aside from thinking too much,i've been thinking about that lavendar pants that i wanted to buy at sunway pyramid and the hairband that i want at klcc =) .Im waiting for hass or anyone on weekends so we could go together and spend a little time for karaoke perhaps at BB.Besides that,i've just watched this new dvd that i bought the other night when i ate at niara.'Dear John' was so romantic but it kinda upset me at the ending.They started back the whole relationship but i thought there's something missing.Like a part they should get married or something.=(.Thus,i hate the fact that Savannah left him and the part where John left her back when they met.Thats just how life flows.And im having mine.I looked haggard after an unpleasant sleep last night and i need some rest. p/s :love tia
currently listening to: torn by natalie imbruglia and the prettiest thing by norah jones
mood: not well
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Oh what a day it is.It went well but started like usual,going to the bank and buy some breakfast or should i could it lunch.Ever since i finished school,i've been waking up late than ever,i couldnt get my ass of the bed even if i have to.After sending my mum and settled some stuff,i went for a karaoke at ampang point.Boring gila nyanyi sorg2 tapi best mic untuk kita sorg.wee.I was there for like half and hour and enjoyed the moment by myself.Later i went straight to the bookstall to check out new arrivals.wohoo.I am sooooo going to buy the new romeo and juliet book.In addtion,there was the pride and prejudice book too.Yeah,of course i know the story already and why should i buy it.I was just excited because they might put some little twist to the story i guess.Then why would they published a brand new book of an old classic story.I've just finished reading 'love rules' by freya north and looking forward to buy 'still thinking of you' and 'tell me something' by adele parks.
Anyways,i got a lot of things to do and to buy in mind.haha.Im a girl with lots of dreams.I've just watched robin hood trailer and i seriously have to watch it on 13th may.Mum,please please please give me a day off so i can go to ampang galaxy to watch it.Or should i watch it at night time but of course dian wouldnt be able to accompany me. :( .I missed old times where i used to go back home at late hours with my sister and neighbour.I missed the times where my family used to sit down together and watch telly and share our laughter together.I just dont know where we went wrong or should i just call it fate?Only god knows why.I hope time would heal everything as we cherish the moments that we still have.
Its been a week since my cat 13 years old cat died and the house sounded empty as ever.God,show us some love please.My tears aint falling no more cause it has been years.I love the dearest and thanked the supports they gave while im in such misery.yeah.i sound emosional already.Im learning from the past and practicing for the best.Sooner or later,i will open their hearts and say 'when are we going to stop all this nonsense?'.Anyone for a chocolates? I ate a lot of brownies few days ago and somehow i still want more.The craving just wont go away and its getting even worse.Cupcakes,chocolate fudge and all those fattening stuff really opens my appetite these few days.
Its been a very long time since i cooked any pasta's.And in a very weird way,i somehow missed to cook again after being busy for 5 months with my mums business and personal stuff.I completely forgot what i like to do.I havent cycle or paint or even draw this year.My life is kinda boring this year and i dont know why. 'Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own' by Robert Heinlein. Referring to that person.Anyway,nothing never made me cry except for my personal life or the artificial intelligence movie.Its been a very long time since i watched that movie.My mum doesnt like it much cause it'll make her cry too.haha.lol.And plus i lost the dvd already and now i want to watch it back again.damn.where is it.To make it a lot more complicated,i missed my touch screen phone so much.When will i meet him so we can switch back our phones since we're on our own ways now.Oh what a life and im definitely tired now of writing but i have so much to say.gotta get some rest. p/s : love tia
currently listening to: white flag by dido
mood: tired and sleepy
Anyways,i got a lot of things to do and to buy in mind.haha.Im a girl with lots of dreams.I've just watched robin hood trailer and i seriously have to watch it on 13th may.Mum,please please please give me a day off so i can go to ampang galaxy to watch it.Or should i watch it at night time but of course dian wouldnt be able to accompany me. :( .I missed old times where i used to go back home at late hours with my sister and neighbour.I missed the times where my family used to sit down together and watch telly and share our laughter together.I just dont know where we went wrong or should i just call it fate?Only god knows why.I hope time would heal everything as we cherish the moments that we still have.
Its been a week since my cat 13 years old cat died and the house sounded empty as ever.God,show us some love please.My tears aint falling no more cause it has been years.I love the dearest and thanked the supports they gave while im in such misery.yeah.i sound emosional already.Im learning from the past and practicing for the best.Sooner or later,i will open their hearts and say 'when are we going to stop all this nonsense?'.Anyone for a chocolates? I ate a lot of brownies few days ago and somehow i still want more.The craving just wont go away and its getting even worse.Cupcakes,chocolate fudge and all those fattening stuff really opens my appetite these few days.
Its been a very long time since i cooked any pasta's.And in a very weird way,i somehow missed to cook again after being busy for 5 months with my mums business and personal stuff.I completely forgot what i like to do.I havent cycle or paint or even draw this year.My life is kinda boring this year and i dont know why. 'Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own' by Robert Heinlein. Referring to that person.Anyway,nothing never made me cry except for my personal life or the artificial intelligence movie.Its been a very long time since i watched that movie.My mum doesnt like it much cause it'll make her cry too.haha.lol.And plus i lost the dvd already and now i want to watch it back again.damn.where is it.To make it a lot more complicated,i missed my touch screen phone so much.When will i meet him so we can switch back our phones since we're on our own ways now.Oh what a life and im definitely tired now of writing but i have so much to say.gotta get some rest. p/s : love tia
currently listening to: white flag by dido
mood: tired and sleepy
The shine of the crytal surface beaded on the black soft hairband hanging beneath the spot lights struck her eyes in instant.The sparkles were formed on her eyes surface right after she made her steps towards the little hairband and stretched her hand very high underneath the nearest source of light.She gave a little turn to it and examined it's little details of sweet mixed colours.A thought came to mind and said "oh geez,i wished i didnt spent all my money on the clothes and shoes that i bought just now.And then another thought came in mind saying "oh,i wished i can turn back time so i can make use of the money for the hairband rather than buying some bunch of clothes that is not even neccessary"."oh well,lets just save it for another time".She puts the hairband back to its place with a heart saying please bring me back home.The temptation was very high till she quickly made her way out of the location and went straight back home carrying her new brand clothes. * few week later*. She went back there and history repeats itself,apparently she forgot about it again.And so did the following days,weeks and months.She laid there on her bed covered with red sheets and white english flowers designed on her pillows,thinking "why didnt i buy it ?" And she keeps denying whats the answers.Oh well,we'll see.
curently listening to: kiss me by sixpence none the richer
mood: tired
curently listening to: kiss me by sixpence none the richer
mood: tired
Monday, May 10, 2010
*Knock knock knock*. *sigh* My dream fade away before it ends, I woke up and went straight to the door.Like always,the instructor has already have something to say every morning.Yup,the next thing i know i was heading to the bank to transfer some money.Its part of my job now isnt it apart from being a lonely driver and not to be mention my mums personal assistant.Oh what a long holiday im goin through and i hope it ends soon because im going to college at the end of jun.Woohoooo..but i hate the fact that i need to drive there everyday and face the boring road.I wish i could just fly or just click any magic button to reach there.It would definitely make my life easier.I dont need to fill up my tanks or pay any tolls.So,the day has just started right after i went to the bank.I went for lunch at bangi kopitiam located near to my house.And there was norman hakim and his crew to do some shooting.I dont care that much till.. -_- .OMG,GAMBIT SAIFULLAH!.I could'nt lay my eyes of him,he got those looks that conquer me so fast.Such a sweet look.Awww,i think im in love.haha.lol.-_-.Eventhough i was busy falling in love but i still remember the hunger im having.Lucky i manage to control my sense and i silently ate the nasi lemak.Later we went to ampang to meet some people and had our early dinner with kak mus and abg shar.Like always,we chit chat and talk nonsense for half an hour at the mamak stall.We fear that its goin to rain since we park at the open space next to ampang putri hospital,we quickly made our way back home.It was night and ZzZzZzZz.Melawati blacked out for nearly 3 hours.And i was like "oh nooooo,damn damn damn."I went to find some candles in my room.I know.I got lots of em since i like to collect candles.I saved the pretty ones for other black out occasions.haha.My phone ran out of battery so yeah.I was bored.I went out and hang out with my neighbour zafir in front of my house.Lucky there's zafir.I would definitely be bored without him and we went to 7 e to buy soya bean.haha.The whole jalan B and A blacked out.I wonder why.I made a stupid joke everytime it happens.All the blame goes to zafir.Since me,dian n aiez call him tupai,thats why.Obviously he went for a bite with his friends at the cable house.haha. what a stupid joke.Anyways,i manage to charge my phone in my car to stop all the madness with boredness.The night continues with candles,dimm light and sweats.
The sun glared down on her as she went under the balcony for shelter standing and gazing at the floor.It looked messy to unperfection,like an unfinished business.Actually,its just an unfinished renovation which delayed for years.She's reaching the stage of thinking fondly about the past when an image of him glancing at her always sprung on mind.It would be far easier to stay than split,far easier to act fine than confess,to hide than confide,but she belief that the " it" has gone and the only honourable thing she could do is to go too.The car is silently waiting to be started its engine and ready to go for its usual routine.She sigh and apparently she doesnt have the desire to go through another cycle of the day but she did eventually.Previously,she's been thorugh a very long dilemma and it can be tell because its written all over her face.She felt down as if her heart was torn even with the cleanest cut.The dearest has helped her a lot in order to keep her straight back and cheerfull as always seen everytime they hangout together.She would never commit any new love-lust.She needs to see the wider picture and take a view of the life she's heading in the future.She's deleting the fragments of the past and the fractured memories.Love teach us to be more matured in any way it can guide us.She's on her way and probably going for the best.
currently listening to:im leaving on a jet plane by john denver
mood:hoping
currently listening to:im leaving on a jet plane by john denver
mood:hoping
Sunday, May 09, 2010
"Oh god please set my mind free".I've made my brain think more than it should be thinking and if i was been given an advice i would say yeah i'll try to relax."Oh come on tia,you still have a long journey to go.You'll find someone else who appreciate you more than you know," few words from my mum who likes to lecture just like i do.My dad was right,we do share the same DNA.After all,she is my mother.What can i say,like mother like daughter.haha.lol.I've been bringing up this matter to my mum for months!.Lucky me,she understands me a lot and we kinda share a lot of stories together especially stuffs like personal matters.Since my beloved sister is not here with us,i tend to spent most of my time with my mum now.I'll be strong and supportive in order to fight the tumour she's suffering on her optic nerve.And FYI,im not just sitting at home in fact im very busy now.Im helping waterzone business to reach their goal and aiming for the highest peak.But with a very hectic lifestyle now,i still do keep up with my social life and meet my dearest friends at night.Either we go for a movie or watch football at night untill one day my mum calls me 'jampuk'.And i was like,what? I know im not good enough in bm but whats jampuk?haha..tick tock tick tock.okay okay.Now i know what it means and im not offended.Yeah.why should i.Anyways,my life continues when i went to datin's restaurant at melawati.I went to sit for the theraphy for half an hour and *ring ring ring.there goes my replay by iyaz ringtone.It was a call from dian and we had this kind of education thingy conversation.haha.Poor her,she's stuck between her mum and dad's opinion.Well," different people have different points of view kan".Few words that i often hear from my lost loved one.pfftt.wth.I know that in fact everybody knows that.Im being too emosional maybe because i missed those moments.yeah whatever.Its weird how people lie these days,sometimes i feel like a fraud but im not.I like everything to be open and clear.woohooo,well done tia.You're on the way to a better life.Oh i wish im in one of those fairy tales story,wth.Cut the crap tia.You're starting to talk nonsense.I said goodbye and wish for the best till then i was relieved and felt better than ever.I'd consider it as the best decision at that time eventhough my heart says no.And now my head is stuck everytime i hear those songs.
Few words from the dearest:
"tia,dont cry anymore!". by shamir
"tia,i dont like to see my bestfriend hurt".by dian
"tia,i've been thorugh it and i know what it feels like".by hass
"tia,what a jerk".by ari
"tia,just say goodbye".by an
"tia,what goes around comes around".by k.mus
Yup.what a year i've been through.Now im saying goodbye and doing me best to fall asleep
curently listening to:the only exception by paramore
mood:unstable
Few words from the dearest:
"tia,dont cry anymore!". by shamir
"tia,i dont like to see my bestfriend hurt".by dian
"tia,i've been thorugh it and i know what it feels like".by hass
"tia,what a jerk".by ari
"tia,just say goodbye".by an
"tia,what goes around comes around".by k.mus
Yup.what a year i've been through.Now im saying goodbye and doing me best to fall asleep
curently listening to:the only exception by paramore
mood:unstable
Saturday, May 08, 2010
So many unexpected things happend this year.And im one of the unlucky dudes.I cant believe im goin to college soon.Time ticks faster than i thought.I missed school times when we can just sit and talk with our friends like every single day(in class,lol).Anyways,i cant figure out this feeling which confused me a lot these few months and yeah its driving me crazy.Ever had this kind of feelings before?.I bet you do.Well,im goin through a process which i personally named it as a healing and mending therapy.haha.cam bangang je bunyi.In a very weird way,im kinda stuck with the songs from the past and yeah it keeps bugging my head with the lyrics.This is what that little love word can do when you're actually in it.It amaze me how some people can handle it.well good job guys and i wish you a happy next valentines day.pfft.I aint gonna let me self hurt again after this.I had enough.Im strong.(perasan padahal nangis cm gila).I wanna see some sunshine.bla bla bla.I wanna finish my studies.
2010! I havent wrote anything since 2009.Its been a very long time.All of a sudden i felt like writing again.And obviously i aint got much time.And oh ya.Happy Mothers day to all pretty mums out there.!~ :) I had a great day with mine today.We went for an evening lunch and finally i get to eat the brownies that i've been craving for weeks!.haha..yeah.and we did some shopping too.My eyes and hands were always within the reach of something which interest me.I went home with a new bag.hihi. :p...But the most important thing about the beautiful sunny saturday was the quality time between mother and daughter that i get to spent with my lovely harworking mum.I wish my sister was here too sharing the ups and downs we're goin through.Anyways,I love u so much mama.Im doin the best i can this far as a daughter.
currently listening to:god knows by 112
mood: sleepy
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